Some of ya'll already know, but just in case you don't, I plan on going to college. I have been praying and talking to Preacher and I feel that the Lord would have me to attend Commonwealth Baptist College. It is in Lexington Kentucky. Also I am planning on working at camp this summer. Since I will be gone for the summer I am starting to prepare for college now. Well, there are lots of things I need to take care of. They mostly seem like small things, but to me they aren't as they require money. Now I had been looking for a job but gave up because it wasn't working out. I am going to start looking again. Anyways I am not sure how I am going to pay for college. Even if I got a job now I will not have enough to pay for registration. I only have to pay the registration and then I can pay payments for the rest of the year. So why am I not going to work a job this summer, you may ask. Well, all I know is that I feel that the Lord would have me to work out at camp this summer. I am trying to trust the Lord is going to provide a way for me to go to college somehow. It is hard and often I get frustrated. Sometimes I get the feeling that people think I am being naive. That is frustrating to me as well. I searched for a job from August to February. The Lord did not provide one for me. Going to camp this summer, as previously mentioned is something I feel the Lord would have me to do. I know God wants me to go to college so He will provide a way. I know in my head there isn't anything to big for God but it sure can be hard to really believe that as graduation draws ever closer.